That is some reason why I choose to be "under drawer"...
I am so frighten people will ask me again and again why my choice haven't proceed
I have to repeat and repeat a thousand times about my answer
Some of them may feel ridiculous on your choice if you unable to achieve it at last
Refer to the previous article, I don't exactly know what is my actual decision
I just know I HAVE TO LEAVE!
Making decision just need a moment
Will announce once I have a right decision to heal forward
Sometimes, I do not wish to be happiest because there might be something sad happens afterward
Sometimes, I feel alone and emo when I do not know how to settle a problem with rational and stand steady
Sometimes,
I couldn't manage to handle stressful in my life and I did to tear
Yea, I am a weaker as far as you know
I don't ever know how other peoples think about my life
I guess they would assume I create an imagination problem in my life because of I always in negative minds
Anyhow, problem is a fact that we couldn't refuse to solve it except YOU ESCAPE!
Nothing to say about bad things that occurred
As my colleague says, think POSITIVELY !
However, I am much appreciated LIFE taught me all lesson even I prefer it can be simple and peaceful
When I am really down, there must be someone always at my back encourage me to STAY STRONG!
I thanks GOD that arranged them in my life who never tries to give up on me
But God, can you guide me to a bright future? hehex...
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I decided not going to wear enlarge iris contact lenses anymore even it is looks so nice
I prefer back to normal---transparent contact lenses more moisture
Moreover my P/T job is pretty long hours
There must a huge different in between it because my iris really small
Please don't judge me about that HAHAHA
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| Last pic with enlarge iris con |
"I couldn't be natural pretty cute, I am not fashionable but I am still a girl wishes to have a pretty look"
Why I mentioned it due to my eldest sister nagged me I am outdated AGAIN!
She said if I don't try to dress up myself at this age when I only willing to do that
I replied Kuantan people mostly wear casual look what for I have to dress up myself!
Some more, I wanna save money and she shoot me back that's not an excuse T.T
The worse I heard she said my hair is super ugly! *OMG
That's a point why I dislike go to saloon
I was been moody for so long about my hair the day after I cut
No worth to talk about it, just making me more sadder and I don't want to cut it again
I just want my hair grow faster til a length that I can tied up my hair
I bet there is a country that you wondering to travel
For me, I wish to go either Australia or England as my 1st time trip to oversea
I like the environment with western-style..ermmmm I don't know how to mention it,forget about it
I am not a shopaholic so "shopping heaven" place temporarily not in my listing
So what's your? ;)
